Friday, January 6, 2017

Week 73, December 26, 2016

Friends and family, I have gathered you here today to......

Wish you a Merry Christmas! :D And. Happy New Year!
I hope that you all had a great Christmas with your family. It was such a treat to speak with my family yesterday; we managed to have my brother FaceTime in while I Skype in, so I got to see him for a few minutes before he had to get off. I miss him, but he's a great missionary and I'm so happy for him, that he gets to participate in this great work the same way I do.
These past two transfers have been amazing. I love Sis. Soakai so much; I truly feel that she is my sister and that she loves me. I haven't had too many female friends before so I'm very grateful for her. She's an amazing missionary and I know that she's going to keep making miracles happen here. Whoever she gets as a companion is going to be very blessed. I'll miss her, but we'll keep in touch for sure.
I love this area; I'm grateful for everyone here who loves us and we them. There are very special people here who, from what I can see, need a little more time and attention than some investigators, but who are progressing. We have seen miracles, I've even shared a few, and that's amazing. The Lord is working here in this area and I love working with Him. I hope that future missionaries don't give up on the people we have found and are teaching just because they aren't progressing as fast as we'd like. The wards have mentioned multiple times that we have made progress where no one else has, so I trust that the Lord will keep that progress going. 
I'm so happy and grateful that I was sent here. The sacrifice I had originally felt I was making has been dwarfed in comparison with the blessings. I thought that this was going to be hard, and yes I did have some rough patches, but I needed these people, and I think they needed me. My faith has grown, and that in of itself is a great blessing for now I can move mountains. :) That's how sacrifice works; we give something and we are given something even better. When God asks us to give up something (whether it's a job, a house we live in, or even family members sometimes, etc.), He promises to not only compensate for what was lost but also to give us more. Every sacrifice me, or my family, have made has resulted in great blessings.
Many of you know that my family and I moved around a lot, and to some that seems like a hard thing. Well, it is. But, i am grateful we have because I have met so many people that I love, I have learned so many important lessons, and I've grown into who I am today due to our sacrifices. Sacrifice requires faith; you need to trust that the Lord will uphold His promises and that He'll support you in your sacrifice. A new year brings many opportunities to sacrifice and change and grow (in that order :) ); what will you give up this year, keep doing, and start doing?
I'd like to take a moment to express some feelings about finishing your mission. There are so many different emotions that come as you think about this part of your life ending. I have personally felt a bit of regret (I'm haunted by the question "what could I have done better, differently?") but also joy (on thinking of all the people I've met, things I've done, and experiences I've had). I have felt excitement to go home to my family, but sadness to leave my family here. There are some fears about the future that come from uncertainties and naturally I shared them with my parents. I expressed worry about my first 3 months home because I don't start school until May, and my dad bore his testimony on how much I've grown and that I'll just be taking another step forward in God's plan for me. That the mission doesn't define me, but rather refines me so that I can take the tools I've learned to go and serve afterwards. It was a very sweet moment for me and I could feel his love for me and His love for me. My parents are very supportive in my ministry -they want me focusing on serving well and hard right up to the last minute- and they have expressed how they are going to help me when I get home. I'm grateful for them and for having an eternal perspective.
I still have 6 weeks to work and to work hard. I don't mean to share this as a "I'm almost home!" type of feeling but rather to be transparent about what a mission is like. Very few people speak about their experience of going home, because it's hard, but like all hard things God helps us. I love my mission and I'm so happy to have another 6 weeks! I wish it were more, but I know that the Lord will help me to still see miracles in this time frame. Now, I'm off to work! 
I hope you all have a great week! Remember who you are, be good, and take joy in life. I love you all!

Love,
Sister Lindh

I love you President! I hope you have a great week! Please let me know if I can ever do something for you or your family.

Love,
Sister Lindh

Hermana Lindh

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